losing it

I've lost my cell phone....
Seems I lose a lot of things these days, usually words, thoughts etc.
I forget so many things that I don't even know what I forgot.
I'm losing my ability to communicate intelligently and to hang onto the great ideas that pop into my head. I've heard it called brain fog - a symptom of Fibromyalgia. I can't tell anymore if anything that happens is because of the fibro or because of the drugs.
I feel worthless and undeserving.
I'm glad this blog is just mine and no one even knows I have it! I can whine without feeling like a wimp. I can tell the truth to myself and read it when I forget what it was. Here I know what is real and what is not hypochondria.
This Fibromyalgia SUCKS!